It's funny how even when I'm having a hard time, I'm not allowed to have a hard time. I somehow can't let myself show that I need someone to talk to or need some guidance or help or just comfort in situations. Literally, when I am upset (sad, mad, whatever) I smile. It's like my way of letting myself know that I can't show how I truly feel. And it's a reflex. When I'm mad at someone, I can't even control it, I just start smiling.
The thing is, when I'm having a hard time, I know that other people are too, and I don't...
